Night of September 17th, 2006:
So comes the time to get a pap test. I don't see the need for one, but the doctor refuses to give me more birth control until I get one and he only gives me enough to last until the pap test. I go down a hallway and look into an open room with several curtains and women walking out from behind them, apparently this is a popular thing to have done, especially to warrant such a large lineup. I wait in line and somehow my mother appears to be with me. This isn't pleasing. Why wants their mother at a pap test? I tell her to wait "over there" for me and I will go alone. She tells me she loves me and makes a huge scene and says "I hope everything goes alright!" as I'm sulking towards the curtain where my doctor awaits. My doctor is male. "Can't we find a female to do it?" He shakes his head no. "Not even a nurse?" ...nope. I go and have a seat and look at the equipment. Even though I've never had this done in real life, I recognize the equipment and pick out what stuff will be used and what it does. It looked dirty. "Can you please clean this off?" I asked as the doctor started wiping it down with cloth/paper towel. So the pap test gets over and done with, and he's already got a urine sample from me. I start walking away, when I notice a huge television screen with what looks like a bar graph on it. I soon realise that these are my results being projected on the screen! How mortifying! My mom pops back into the picture and I tell her to go away because I don't want her to see my results. I go back over behind the curtain and I ask the doctor if there's anything I should know. He tells me I'm two weeks pregnant and that I shouldn't take any bc pills anymore, and then asks me if I want to abort. I walk away. I can't find my mom inside, so I go out the doors and I see her backing out of her parking spot, heading towards me, I start thinking of how young I am and wonder if I should have the baby or not.. It was snowy outside and the parking lot was icy. Later on in the dream, it turns into a documentary about babies and I was in it. They showed an ultrasound of the baby and I saw it and grew so attached to it. An abortion was not in the question.
I woke up and felt particularly worried until I realized the dream wasn't real.
So comes the time to get a pap test. I don't see the need for one, but the doctor refuses to give me more birth control until I get one and he only gives me enough to last until the pap test. I go down a hallway and look into an open room with several curtains and women walking out from behind them, apparently this is a popular thing to have done, especially to warrant such a large lineup. I wait in line and somehow my mother appears to be with me. This isn't pleasing. Why wants their mother at a pap test? I tell her to wait "over there" for me and I will go alone. She tells me she loves me and makes a huge scene and says "I hope everything goes alright!" as I'm sulking towards the curtain where my doctor awaits. My doctor is male. "Can't we find a female to do it?" He shakes his head no. "Not even a nurse?" ...nope. I go and have a seat and look at the equipment. Even though I've never had this done in real life, I recognize the equipment and pick out what stuff will be used and what it does. It looked dirty. "Can you please clean this off?" I asked as the doctor started wiping it down with cloth/paper towel. So the pap test gets over and done with, and he's already got a urine sample from me. I start walking away, when I notice a huge television screen with what looks like a bar graph on it. I soon realise that these are my results being projected on the screen! How mortifying! My mom pops back into the picture and I tell her to go away because I don't want her to see my results. I go back over behind the curtain and I ask the doctor if there's anything I should know. He tells me I'm two weeks pregnant and that I shouldn't take any bc pills anymore, and then asks me if I want to abort. I walk away. I can't find my mom inside, so I go out the doors and I see her backing out of her parking spot, heading towards me, I start thinking of how young I am and wonder if I should have the baby or not.. It was snowy outside and the parking lot was icy. Later on in the dream, it turns into a documentary about babies and I was in it. They showed an ultrasound of the baby and I saw it and grew so attached to it. An abortion was not in the question.
I woke up and felt particularly worried until I realized the dream wasn't real.
.A.Dream.Is.A.Wish.